A very interesting thanksgiving!

 Two blogs in one day? Aren't I on a roll today! But to tone it down a bit, today was quite different from what I expected. It's Thanksgiving, and naturally I expected to feel the same calming feeling that I felt every year. 

There wasn't such luck 

My cousins came over today, and last time we were able to get along with minor judgement. Tonight, it started good, but went downhill. I'll admit that I haven't been feeling like myself recently, and maybe that contributed to this large mess. But I was judged tonight, and not just by my cousins, but by my uncles and aunts. It was hurtful to say the least, but I tried to stay positive. 

Remember how I said I would suppress my emotions...well...I suck at that. On the growth mind set side, I was able to view the world with more positivity than before. And maybe that's what I need. Maybe I need to view things with more positive views. 

Also, Happy Thanksgiving! May you all have an amazing holiday! 

 Until next time 

 - Noel 

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