Hey everyone! Its your girl Natalie! Today is just starting and it has already been a dozy one! I overslept and now I am rushing to make the bus! Hoping you care and your safe! Update later!
Did you ever feel as if you're trying your best to fix something...but you can't do anything? Well, that's the story of my life right now. My mom is slowly becoming less motivated and my father wouldn't do anything about it. Or maybe he is. They never inform me about regardless. I keep trying to tell myself that hopeful days are ahead, and trust me, they are. Considering how Christmas is less than a week away, and I'm seeing Sonic 3 on Friday. Maybe I need to take my own advice to follow through with happiness. Things will shape up, and if not, I'll have to deal with it. But I'll make a change. My mom seems happier at the moment, hopefully it stays that way. If you're reading this, please pray for me - Noel
Today has been sightly good, but right now is purely awful. I guess the stresses of everyday life, and the future are really starting to get to me. But the worst part is that nobody understands me, nobody understands the emotional baggage I'm carrying, and frankly, it feels as if only some care. My mom keeps getting mad at me for every little thing I do, for example, she thought that I was mad because I looked at her. Apparently, I was glaring at her. ...I don't know what to say or think Right now, I'm near my lowest low, and far from my highest high. I don't know how to get out of this deep dark pit. Maybe its better if I stay there. I hate the person I'm slowly becoming, and hate how I'm acting. Back then, I used to be sweet and kind to those around me. But this year, I've been snapping at everybody, and creating burdens for those around me. Originally, I thought it would be helpful to suppress my emotions. But I can't even do that! A simple task c...
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